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Dissociative – alexithymia ? Need some help here.?
May 9th, 2012
I smoked marijuana and started to have anxiety attacks. Following this I stopped and felt a wall within me, between myself and this hollow sensation – like it was keeping me from my emotional self. It’s been going on and I smoked marijuana stupidly the other day and now that wall doesn’t even feel to be there. I know the wall was there as I had a fear of my feelings, but I was thinking if I try some hypnosis while I’m sleeping I could bring back my emotional self and reintegrate it with myself.
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Tags: alexithymia, Anxiety Attacks, Dissociative, Emotional Self, fear, Feelings, help, here, Hypnosis, marijuana, Need, sensation, some | 
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Please help, I need a Mental Facility?
April 29th, 2012
I have OCD, Bipolar Disorder, PTSD, and many other NOS personality disorders. My whole life has been nothing but hell and my whole family has kept an unhealthy cycle of abuse and pain both outwards onto others and self mutilation (mental and physical) I have a daughter that is a year and a half, I need to end this cycle and get my life on track but I need to fix me first. I have trust issues, and a lot of suppressed memories. I am an adult victim of child abuse. I was raped when i was a teenager. I need help desperately so I can step up for my daughter. I don’t care where in the United States the place is, but I want the best (that can be covered by unitedhealthcare or have payment plans) also I am a smoker and would like it if they allowed smoking or have smoke breaks. Also I am open to hypnosis, and encourage that method in the program (due to suppressed memories) Please, please help me stop this cycle and stop the pain. I don’t want my daughter to ever have to go through a fraction of what i have experienced.
NOW THE LONG PART:
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I’m 21 I don’t know what i am supposed to do really. I don’t have a Dr or therapist or anything, due to such a terrible childhood i am ignorant and trying to do it all on my own. I need help soon and a therapist once a week is just too long a wait. I need a safe environment to be able to deal with these things, because talking to someone for an hour, getting those feelings then getting sent home while all those bad thoughts are exposed is not a good thing for me. I can suppress them for a few more weeks, but thats about all i can do.
My story: My parents divorced when i was an infant after my father abused my mother constantly in front of me. My grandmother manipulated my mother, destroying her life (after them BOTH having just as hard as a life as i am having, if not ten times worse on my mothers part) and taking me and my sister, my sister was taken from my life and I didnt see her again until she was 18 and messed up on so many drugs and in so much of a mess she ended up disappearing shortly after as well, just long enough to break my moms heart. I was raised with my little cousin, born about the same time all the seperation happened and raised as a grandchild of my grandmother – my stepgrandfather (raised with him as my grandpa) Is deaf has sleep apneia diebeties etc and my grandmother ignores it, she wont go for help but she is severely mental, she raised 9 brothers and sisters two kids and was married 4 times, the first died in war after leaving her pregnant, the second with years of both physical and mental abuse as well as raping my mother shot himself within earshot of my mom when she was 16, my gpa used to be a hellfire, but after i was in the household became a good old southern baptist and basically became a potato, my gma rules the family with intense control issues and still messes with my mom’s head more than anything else. When i was a child it started as mental and physical abuse, that i thought was NORMAL most of my life. I protected my little cousin from the worst by taking the blame and standing up for her and myself. when i was 7 during a beating i told my gma to keep going, through my tears, until she went smack off crazy and broke down. My mother was in and out of my life my father never in it, but my mom fought to be in my life and as an adult we have a good relationship. I have a few pieces missing of my life about that time and on my 9th birthday i started my cycle and was called a pimply whore for the next 10+ years, along with many other things, I was a genius with a very passionate creative spark, I was picked on and severely bullied at school only to come home to hell, my grades dropped after my freshman year of highschool, when i was 9, 13, 16, 17, 18, and 20 I attempted suicide. hanging, suffocation, drowning, cutting, pills, poison, etc. in highschool i was put in the spotlight and everything got worse. I ended up making a friend I thought i could trust and he raped me a week later. I was ignorant and ashamed and didnt tell anyone for six months, luckily i didnt get pregnant, but i was constantly stuck between shaking from being so terrified and guilty, and kicking everyone’s *** here to kingdom come, I graduated highschool, only a month late due to a single class in summer school but i still walked with my class. I ended up losing someone i loved to the military, jumping into a relationship because my gma suggested it and marrying him a month later. he went to college and I never slept, I worked a full time joband was his maid/perfect housewife the rest, I was mentally abused at first then physically we found out i was pregnant and he left me, near the end of the pregnancy, it was either get back with him or stay at my gmas, i chose him. I had several complications with the pregnancy and almost died during labor, i came back in a week later due to toximia, and was mistreated
a shell mearly takeing care of my daughter and slaving for my husband. He said new start and i went with it, he bought the ticket packed my bags and sent me to the middle of nowhere then served me with divorce papers, i got my money up by working a part time job in a town that litterally only had a bar a gas station and where i worked, along with a post office and a trailer park. I got home only to live with my grandmother again, he had taken my daughter and his grandmother has been taking care of her since, he has violated every parental right of mine and even with the divorce finalized and parenting plan in place, it is ignored. his gma pays off most of the people in that town and my gma pulls strings for them so she can see my daughter. I tried going to college and tried making a few friends to help me through, i have three friends, and only one is really there for me. I had to drop out of college, am dealing with child support, have only my mom trying her damnedest to help me, but
*I became a shell merely… (put this at the begining of additional details )
Thank you, but I am a pretty strong person (going through all this and still going) I would like to get it all done at once, or at least consecutively. as for therapy I will copy something down from what i have already written “I need help soon and a therapist once a week is just too long a wait. I need a safe environment to be able to deal with these things, because talking to someone for an hour, getting those feelings then getting sent home while all those bad thoughts are exposed is not a good thing for me.” Let me state again, thank you and let you know that I do appreciate your help.
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Tags: Adult Victim, bipolar, Child Abuse, Facility, he'll, help, Hypnosis, Mental, Need, Personality Disorders, PLEASE, Self Mutilation, Suppressed Memories, Teenager, Track 98, Trust Issues, United States, Whole Life |
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I need advice to quit Smoking?
April 23rd, 2012
I’m planing to stop smoking ( cold turkey ) but i will like to have some more advice on what to do. What can help me to not fall back into the cigarret addiction again after I try to quit smoking. I heard tht the hardest part is the first week. Please help I need to know how others have tried and what work for you to help you quit smoking . Thank you.
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Tags: addiction, advice, Cold Turkey, Fall 98, Need, quit, quit smoking, smoking, Smoking Turkey, Stop Smoking |
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I need to quit smoking ppl with experience doing that plz answer thx :)?
April 11th, 2012
If anyone here has quit i was wondering if you could plz gimme some tips on what would be the best thing to use and any other suggestions would help, thanks alot.
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Tags: Answer, doing, experience, Need, Ppl, quit, quit smoking, smoking, Thx |
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Just found out im pregnant, i want to quit smoking but need help nd tips?
April 6th, 2012
i just found out the other day but i want to quit smoking, i only smokw maybe 5_6 butts a day, but its sooo hard to not smoke, what can i do to help quit, i do not condone smoking while pregnant and i want to stop!!
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I need some tips to quit smoking?
March 16th, 2012
I’ve been smoking for about 4 years. I smoke about half a pack to a pack a day. I am completely addicted and need some help. I was thinking about doing the nicotine gum. But is there anything else to help? Serious answers only please.
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Tags: Need, nicotine, Nicotine gum, quit, quit smoking, smoking, some, Tips |
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I need to stop smoking weed and lose the weight I’ve gained from it. How?
March 7th, 2012
Okay, so I need to stop smoking weed and legal herb that gets you just as high if not more. It isn’t addictive physically, but I have become emotionally dependent on both.
How can I control myself and stop myself from smoking?
I know it is disgusting.
Also, how can I work on losing the weight I’ve gained from having the munchies?
I’ve gained an extra 10 lbs. It isn’t noticeable to others since I am still skinny, but still, I can see it.
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Tags: Extra, From, gained, I've, Legal Herb, Lose, Lose Weight, Need, smoking, Smoking Weed, stop, Stop Smoking, weed, Weight |
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I am looking for acupuncture to quit smoking. I need to find someone in Indianapolis, IN. Can you help me?
March 4th, 2012
I have been smoking for 34 years and I am ready to quit. I have tried the patch,nicoret, cold turkey, valium, zyban and I want to try acupuncture. I live near Indianapolis, IN. Can you help me find someone with results. I am tired of smoking and when I try on my own,I get irritable and my kids don’t like me so well. Please help me find a Doctor. Thank you.
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Tags: acupuncture, Acupuncture To Quit Smoking, Cold Turkey, find, help, Indianapolis, looking, Need, quit, smoking, someone, Valium, Zyban |
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Stop Smoking – Strength When You Need It
January 20th, 2012
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How to get someone to realize they need to stop smoking?
January 11th, 2012
I have read the statistics of smoking cigarettes, but realize that people who smoke have to quit on their own. My friend is about to become a dad and am worried about his health and how it will effect the baby, even though he smokes outside, away from everybody around him. He’s tried to quit but can’t. I know it is difficult but how can I get him to realize that he should stop smoking?
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